Joey(Dont forget)By:Kelly B.12-22-07When I see you grab his hand,I walk a lonly rodewith my head down,but with my hopes for my dream of being an actressare still held high.When I go a day without a hug from you, I dont feel alive.When I go a day without talking to you,I feel stupid.On the days you dont talk to me,I feel invisable...again.I dont want to lose you,I dont want to go back to sitting in the shadows...againI dont want to lose anymore friends..I dont want to feel lonly,I dont like to be lonly.You were the only one to make me smile every morining,You were my highlight of everyday and night.You lightened my darking moments.You turned the cold rainy days,into cozy rainy days.When I was mad,I would be happy just caz your standing next to me.(Just imagined how happy I felt when you hugged me,if I was already so happy that you were standing next to me..)I never got to hold your hand,but I could feel your hand anyways.I never got to get my first kiss from you,for thats how special you were (And still are) to me.But maybe its all for the good.When I hugged you for the first time,I didnt want to let go.Afraid you would leave me, for another being.(Only to see that you did leave me.)When you said "Hi" to me for the first time,I felt like I could reach the never ending sky.You were (And still are) the first guy I ever love,and care for.How I hate waking up from nightmares,of you getting hurt and having to wait till school,just to see if it was really just a dream.How I wanted to run up to you and hugged you,when I would see you walking to meet us in the morning,knowing that it was just a bad dream.I would do anything to know that you alive,I coundn't go on if I knew that the nicest, sweetest guy,wasn't around anymore.I would visit you everyday,even if I had to walk in the rain.Oh, how I daydreamed of you, of us,of our future, our life.Oh, how I daydream of us being a family,even daydream of our kid, prehaps?I loved you so much, that being with you changed my mind of not wanting a kid.I only want to have a kid with you, only you.I trust you that much.Does that mean nothing?It means everything for me,for you are the one that changed my world that I live in..The world without you,is a jigsaw puzzle.It forever will be incomplete,caz I'm too busy trying to be yours forever.(Maybe we could complete the puzzle together as we grow?)I wouldn't care if I had to sacirfice everything,just to be yours.Just to hold your hand forever,just to feel your arms around me, while the world spins.No caring about a damn thing but bout us.I feel like I'm in the cold raineveryday you're with him.I'm going to embrace my all-too innocennt heart that has been hurt,for the sake of my being.I'm not going to stop my overflowing tears right now,Caz at the end of my sadness and pain is a new light.I know that tomarrow is sure to be new,but the pain you left me won't be new, for it can't just be forgotten.My feelings for you,will never change.No matter what you do,no matter how far you walk away from me(Even if you walk to the other side of Earth)I still will feel the same for you.I trust you with,my body, soul, and feelings.I place my hands together, and pray that,someday I will be strong enough to move on,without the one I love or (Loved).Caz I can't stop time,to explain it all to you,caz it would take a life time,and as it looks we wont be together for a life time.(For thats what I pray for everyday,for you and me to be together till old age takes us.)So I will continue to pray for you and myself,(And our invisable child)while I look at the stars alone.I love you, Joey.Please dont ever forget that,for you are the first guy I ever loved and care for so much,and still do.

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