i've got alot of angerrage seems like the right wordbut it's supressed and i can't take itit's impotenti'm caughti need to go one way or the otherrecover somehow or just breaki'll take eitheri'm just at a standstilland i feel like i'm turning to stonegathering mossdeadi've heard that a single watermolecule isn't even wetthat it only becomes water when there are more...does anyone know if that's true?of course you can tell i want it to bei want to know that there is a reason i feel deadit's because i don't know what love isif love is a verb, an action then i truly am devoid of iti'm statici feel it in my nerves, they're just stucki want to livelove and be lovedinstead of just killing timewaitingdrinkdrugsmusicfoodboooksvideogamesmoviesthey're all useless when all you want is someone to get close withand for once i dont just mean sexi remember what it is was like with my first girlfriendall we needed was each other and everything else was secondaryall we did was enjoy each other, sleep, eat, watch movies, listen to music...you always see the old guys in the movies talking about their first loves, the one that got away...i don;t want to be that, i don;t want to be alone for the rest of my life and have these deep regretswhat if i've gone too far and can;t be fixed?what if i can never have that again?what's the point?

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