This is to my ex, whom im over. Lindsey, you think I never loved you. thats I lie. I loved you more than words could speak . You fucked me over so many times, yes I did fall out of love with you finally after all the times you broke my heart. You've hurt me so many times that I lost count. Actually no, I didnt. I remeber ever time, and every word you spoke when you did. The lies and the backstabbing moments. You telling me I couldnt hang out with your friends, and telling me to go home, at a public park. And the I love you, yeah you never meant, and I know you didnt and you know too. The fact you went out with me to get back at me for nothing, and that you wanted to break my heart. The fact you fell out of love with me then came back saying you really knew you loved me, and of course I fell for it like a dumbass. When if I would of looked closer I would of seen liar written across your face. The words I said to you I meant when we were together, I ll never forget you, bc you hurt me to many times to forget. You were my first true love and sadly I never knew what it felt like to get your heart broken until you broke mine. Only you did it so many times, and I stayed like a dog on a leash. I cut over you and drank myself hoping to die. But now that I looked at it I think I stayed with you so many times bc I was addicated to pain and felt I loved you with all my heart. But now that im not with you and you've gone to something lower than even me, I feel im longer addicated to pain as much as i was with you. You ripped my heart out, and lost me. I wont be waiting this time, like ive always done in the past.

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