Poem, by meIt's crazyHow death can come so quicklyIndiscriminatelyEither painless or painfullyYou probablyWouldn't even see it comingAnd even if you didThere is nothing you can do to avoid itC'est la vieSo where does that leave me?Pushing 30And not much to show for itI haven't achieved many things I wantedAnd so it seemsThat in half the timeSome of these kids have done twice as much as meShould I be grateful, or have envy?In time we'll seeBut until thenI can only think of meAnd where I go nowI wanted her to go with meBut its time to let go of that dreamAnd create a new dreamOne which involves meAnd who would hopefullyBe the woman that I needAnd that needs meBut dreams don't happen because you want them to beSo it's up to meAnd only meNo more excusesThey must escape meI must have courage and braveryTo walk in the face of adversityAnd mark my chest with its bloodThis will be my badge of honourI can no longer be that personThe person who passes on opportunityThe person who sees tragedyAnd lets it beYes, it was meIt was me who turned his face awayWhen you needed meAnd I'm sorryI'm sorry I kept quietI'm sorry I didn't interveneI'm sorry I didn't helpWhen I knew that I couldI pray that god hears meAnd accepts my pleaAs my historyHas nothing for meExcept lessons to be learnedAnd teachings to teachFor my future to succeedThis is the way it has to beI cannot let my past destroy meNo more excusesI cannot let the thoughts of men obstruct meThe manifesto is easyAt least seeminglyIntentions of the unseenCan defeat meI need a contingencyBecause I must have victoryYes, victoryIt is worth dying for if needs beKnowing that I gave my all to achieve a dreamNever giving up even when it seemedFutile, with odds extremeHowever, dead, is the last thing I want to be

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