*SONG ONLY*Lyrics:My arms are sliced up but I'm not embarrassedIt's the only way I get attention now from my parentsIt's not like they really take the time to be caringThey just use me to watch the baby when they run they errandsMy name is ___ I got a friend named KarenShe gave me your CD with the track for EminemYou wrote a song called #1 fan I listened andI wanted to know if you can help me like you was helping themShe had something even harder to be mentioningLike every single day I struggle just with fitting inPlus the boys won't give me no attention andI get teased and made fun of by all my friends and thenSee I'm feeling like I'm wishing now that I could endMy life cuz I'm sick and tired of all the time I spendTrying to figure out how I could be worth anythingCan u help me KJ from your fanI'm writing this letterCause I have to tell yaI need some help from youI'm writing this letterI hope that you get itI need some help from youI live with my mom ever since my parents splitAnd At home I spend my time on the InternetLooking at porn Im addicted and I'm sick of itMyspace dot com is mostly where I'm getting itOn top of that there's videos that I can watchAnd I really wanna quit but its like I can't stopSee I'm scared that I'm just gonna get caughtAnd when I see a girl all I think is dirty thoughtsAnd its not that I don't know that it's really wrongBut its right there for me every time I'm logging onI got all your CD's I really like your songsWell I downloaded em but anyway moving onMy screen name is KJ-52 is the bombI want to do a website KJ rock's dot comI really some help cuz I can't tell my MomOh by the way my real name is ___I'm writing this letterCause I have to tell yaI need some help from youI'm writing this letterI hope that you get itI need some help from youI took the time just to write youWe play you every Wednesday at my youth groupI love your music and we all think that you's coolBut I been struggling ever since I moved to a new schoolSee everybody thinks that I'm the perfect Christian girlI had a hard time trying to believe that God is realI've been on mission trips and camps the whole dealMy dad had cancer tho I prayed that God would healBut he died anyway so it's hard to feelLike he cares about me so was it God's willTo take away my dad I really got a raw dealSometimes I just want to swallow all my mom's pillsWhen I pray I really doubt itI've lost my way or maybe I've never found itI been smoking and drinking nobody knows about itBy the way my name is ___ don't mispronounce it...If I could write to every kid that's out thereEvery kid that's hurting feels like nobody caresI would tell them that God can wipe away tearAnd he's right near and I would say it quite clearYour here for a reason you're not a mistakeYou are a special creation that God himself madeTo the victims of abuse to every girl that was rapedYou can live you can be free from your painAnd find strength and no longer be ashamedYou can find peace and hope In Jesus nameYou aint gotta live with this hurt every dayChrist came to give you life in a much better wayTo every kid right now that's full of hateAnd bitterness I'd tell em just to give it all awayTo the one that came to take all the blameThat's what I'd write here's what I'd sayEnjoy!!!

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